No matter how upset or down you are feeling, you should never, ever, try and take your life, because I know it sounds hard to believe but in time things WILL get better. The person that you love, will come around, and start to look after you and support you, and if they don’t then are they really the person you thought they were? Don’t hate yourself, I know you may look in the mirror, and cry because you don’t like the way you look, or sometimes you may sit and think that you don’t like the way you act sometimes, but that’s normal, everyone has at least one insecurity. Why do you think the majority of the girl population splatters make-up on their face? You are beautiful, and I know I can’t see what you look like, but you are different to everybody else in this world, and that makes you beautiful and you never ever forget that. Lastly, hang in there, all of the pieces will eventually fit together. It may not be easy, and it may not be quick to do, but it will happen. Hang in there sweetie.